Expectation -Yes o No?

Knowledge
I can't live without you.I am afraid i will never see you again.....

Content

Me: Story to you that I almost had an accident on the way to BSB....thinking will never see you again...
You: That's very fun of it....
Me: Ask..you off your Brunei line.. if I really die in the accident...how long will it take for you to know and will you come back to Brunei?
You: See lo.. see got money to come back o not...
Me: okie.. heart broken into ashes..
You:...piss off and no response..and then ask....macam marah?
Me: what for marah to a man with no heart and said he himself is gay and dun care whether I m dead o alive....
You: Good nite
Me: sending an attachment on application leave letter for your info...with an additional sentence...but i think it will make no difference in your life whether i m present o not....
You: Are you looking a fight is it? Tired…..
Me:???????????????????????

New knowledge
People can live and life will still goes on with or without your presence.

You don't always see your shadow in front of you...

Lesson Learnt:
1) No point telling a person who is abroad that you almost had an accident. Because it is just an almost.. not yet happen. Even if it happen...don't expect he will come back to see u or what so ever because it incur a cost. If you lying in the hospital, even if he is back.. he can't do anything..coz he is not a doctor.. he only can see you. If you are dead, even if he is back,he also can't do anything coz you are lying in the box.

It is your own fault of not being careful.

2) Should learn to keep the mouth shut and everything to yourself....no point of sharing as it will only lead to misunderstanding that people will think you looking for a fight.

It is your own decision so keep it to yourself.

Feiyen Beef steak

Spending time with him in his oversea home and away from my home for a month for the first time is a great experience for me. Most of the time when he is at work.. I will drop by the supermarket to do grocery shopping as well as seeing how people create wonderful handmade crafts from just string and a lighter. Observing how people live and behave in their daily live is another activity to do to pass time...Teacher's habit never vanish even on holiday....observe and observe...Trying to bargain in the street is a good experience and learning new things and making friends during holiday is another wonderful and fruitful outcome...

Xmas is not widely celebrate here, but you do can feel a little of xmas atmosphere with those lightings and xmas trees....

Love the things that sell in the supermarket here.. lots of variety.. and is cheaper too... So this year xmas dinner will be at home and cooked by me..

Beef Steak and Japan Bull-Dog Sauce

Well Done Beaf Steak, with grilled sweetcorn, mashed potato and vege salad...

In fact this is my first time cooking beef steak as well...Have no idea on which part of the beef is

good.. hence I chosen the one with the most expensive price 13.60rmb per 100g..Good beef won't be hard even if it is well done.. that's for sure...and Guess what...It taste terrific and not hard at all... Thumbs up for myself !!!hahaha...

Necklace & Bracelet

Riana had ordered a customade pink and red necklace and bracelet for her..... (someone I not yet know). The necklace and bracelet were customade and meant to be a set. The inspiration was from Moi Design.

Ordered By Riana

Closer look with a tear drop pendant

Still waiting for their parents to bring them home :)

D Wed Card for Danny & Erina

Another happy lady finally get to 'officially' sleep next to her love one and add his surname to hers. Congratulations to Danny and Erina...

The cover...

As this year, there is a hit in doing handicraft,so I made them a card with a hidden envelope in it....Quite surprise that the couple did not realise it till I pointed out and ask her the next day...I hope the 'angpow' still in it...

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Hand wired their names....

The hidden envelope compartment

Blackcurrent Cheesecake

Ling, a regular customer who always buy bracelet from me ordered a cake after she had tried a slice of my cake which I baked for my mum birthday last month....

It is a blackcurrent cheesecake, well the taste will be similar to drinking Ribena, coz the source is from blackcurrent. This time I used mascarpone cheese instead of the cream cheese, texture wise will be softer and creamier.

I hope she will love this cake and so do her friends. Waiting for her comments.......

Before dressing

After Dressing

What have you done at your 20s?

It has been quite sometime that I did not update my blog nor bake any cake...kinda busy with my professional development and preparing my kids for the exam...Time flies super fast, and now it is towards the end of October...another two more months, it is the end of Year 2010...Time to reflect,what have been done for the past 10 months??

Bought a book last week, title is '100 things that 20 yrs old gal should know' with caption ' At your 20s, what have you done to have your happiness?'. Showed my friend this book, and she said to me.." Don't you think it is too late to read this book??"...I said no...because I felt that this is the right time to read this book as a self reflection and evaluation, what else did I missed at my 20s... Hence, it all depends on how a person's point of view...Everyone's view is different at the same matter because they see it at different angle.

What can you see in this picture?

Value of the Gift

Been quite sometime that I didn't update my blog....It is not that I am lazy.. It is because too many things are piling up for me.. and finally I found a public holiday today to do some updates!!
Well.. for the past few weeks, was busy attending workshops and preparing for sharing session with workmates, preparing the kids for their practical exam, recording work done for the workshop..and of course trying to finish the orders!!!!

Would really wanna thanks them for their supports and I am glad that they love the bracelets I made for them! :) Some decide and choose the pattern they like and some would just let me design for them!! I really appreciate their trust they invest in me.. Thanks!!! In fact majority of the orders came from the gentlemen, it is definitely not for them, but they ordered for their beloved, they tried to think of her wrist size, the colours and the patterned she will love and add on a sentence " Just do it, the price is not a problem!!"..

When I heard this, I am thinking how loving these gentlemen are to their beloved...and I wish I will have one too... So ladies are there.. when you received any presents from your beloved gentleman, even if it is inexpensive...price doesn't matter...it is the process that these gentleman have to choose and goes through...

Let's put it in this way.. to get you a customised bracelet, he have to reflect back the last time he hold your hand...(n think hard of your wrist size...if he had to think for quite long time meaning it is a long time he didn't hold you hand.. n he will tell me..'I will get back to you'..then he will go back to hold your hand without telling you why suddenly he did that...), the colours of the clothes you always wear(he then assume that is your favourite colours), reflect back any accessories you wear (to determine the pattern you like), and add on ..price doesn't matter..let me know when it is done (No rush for me as he want the best and in his mind, his beloved is worth everything and cannot be judge by $$)

From selection till paying .. he did everything all by himself and then goes to you...'This is for you my dear, I hope you will like it.."..Can you imagine how his heart is pounding 3 times faster than usual just to see your facial expression and hear "Wow, I like it very much my dear.. Thank you!" from you. So ladies or any gift receiver..make sure you appreciate any gifts you received as the PROCESS to get you a gift counts!! Not the value of the gifts!!

Tweety - simple & outstanding like Tweety

The Eve - designed this pattern on the eve of HM Bdae, so named The Eve

Betty -A simple & yet stunning design

Simple & yet elegant - Made with strong elastic string for easy use -Ordered by Dk

Pyra - The triangle patterned arrangement adds shine to it under the light

Michi -means the righteous way in Japanese, brings out the feminist of the inner you

Shin -means real and true in Japanese, simple yet elegant on every wrist

Specially designed for pretty Era

Noburu - means Expand in Japanese.. let's expand your wild imagination.

Boney - depends how you view it...it may looks like fish bone to you..but to me..it symbolize ladders for you to climb higher

Butterfly - shaped as a ButterFly...