Knowledge
I can't live without you.I am afraid i will never see you again.....
Content
Me: Story to you that I almost had an accident on the way to BSB....thinking will never see you again...
You: That's very fun of it....
Me: Ask..you off your Brunei line.. if I really die in the accident...how long will it take for you to know and will you come back to Brunei?
You: See lo.. see got money to come back o not...
Me: okie.. heart broken into ashes..
You:...piss off and no response..and then ask....macam marah?
Me: what for marah to a man with no heart and said he himself is gay and dun care whether I m dead o alive....
You: Good nite
Me: sending an attachment on application leave letter for your info...with an additional sentence...but i think it will make no difference in your life whether i m present o not....
You: Are you looking a fight is it? Tired…..
Me:???????????????????????
New knowledge
People can live and life will still goes on with or without your presence.
You don't always see your shadow in front of you...
Lesson Learnt:
1) No point telling a person who is abroad that you almost had an accident. Because it is just an almost.. not yet happen. Even if it happen...don't expect he will come back to see u or what so ever because it incur a cost. If you lying in the hospital, even if he is back.. he can't do anything..coz he is not a doctor.. he only can see you. If you are dead, even if he is back,he also can't do anything coz you are lying in the box.
It is your own fault of not being careful.
2) Should learn to keep the mouth shut and everything to yourself....no point of sharing as it will only lead to misunderstanding that people will think you looking for a fight.
It is your own decision so keep it to yourself.
the thing is, man don't always say things out though.. if I ask things like this to my husband, he will give me all these annoying answers that I don't want to hear. I will just be mad. Take it easy..
ReplyDeleteAnd what happen to you on your way to BSB??
I supposed you're okay now that you're blogging this.
Sometimes as a woman we wanted love and affection so much that we crave for it. And that makes us do and say things that seems silly to the man. They don't understand and they are not interested. If I'm you, I would not let it affect me. Don't take yourself too seriously because he doesn't. Life will be easier too.
ReplyDeleteCheer up.